Quote from: Ghostfish on April 06, 2019, 03:15:45 PMHaving family in India is really a good thing! I also understand your introvert life because of height dysphoria. I was like you and did cll. I feel much better now actually
But you also need to know constant pain all time really makes people depressed. For a little over 3 months during my lengthening, I couldn't sleep well because I am a very sensitive person and have sleep problem before cll and still now. Most of days, I slept 3-4 hrs and sometimes even less. I lost 20 lb, which I am actually happy about now
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Stay positive and try to have some activities during your journey!
Good luck again,
Hopefully the pain isn't too bad for me, i'm normally good with pain and oops, i've planned to gain weight whilst being there. I've purposely lost 10kg in the past 3 months because I thought i'll be gaining a lot of fat whilst being there. I guess it will depend on my appetite. I'm going to have 1 protein shake and 2 meals a day so I think that'll be enough to gain weight with no exercise for 1 whole year. I do plan to do sit ups and stuff though and i'm taking dumbbells etc. Been told they have dumbbells there already. Ideally i'll leave India with The Rock's upper body but unfortunately a woman's skinny legs. 