Hi all!
This is Merlion. I'm a pretty young chap at 20, standing at 173 cm. Not really tall or short - people may say, but to me i always see myself at 6 ft. I have body dysmorphic disorder and I have been wearing 9 cm lifts in my boots for 3 years every single day due to my height dysphoria - i think some of you can relate. My idealistic goal would be 10 cm of course, but i read the risk involved lengthening any more than 5 cm. So I will do the best of my ability and accept what i can get. But minimally I'm looking at 7 cm. I'm a risk taker by nature.
I know there's a risk in doing leg lengthening with Dr Sarin. I read on this forum and also on old forum . But... I'm having really bad depression from this. I don't think I can continue living about my height situation and this is all the money I can gather to do my leg lengthening. So please just allow me to share my experience with the world. I hope y'all can support and be with me through my LL journey. It means a lot to me.
My surgery is on the 2nd Dec 2015 at New Delhi. My flight is on the 29th Dec 2015. It's less than a week from now. How am I feeling? Pretty damn scared on what's to come - never been so pussy in my whole life I'm never like that - it's also my very first surgery in my life. And at the same time, I'm excited whenever i visualise the result i will achieve at the end of my journey. I'm pretty weird. Sometimes.
Ok so i'm preparing myself mentally and physically for the surgery now. And because I will be away for a long time, I will be bidding "temporary farewell" to my love ones for the next couple of days. It's my first time spending Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year and Good Friday alone. Oh boy - it's gonna be a long 4 months in India...
I have a fancy camera. So i will be keeping you all posted with nice pictures, my thoughts and feelings.
If there is anyone, ANYONE, that is doing limb lengthening with Dr Sarin, please, contact me here or at [email protected]. It will definitely help to have a buddy physically there going through this together with me. Nevertheless, game strong.
God bless.
All loves,
Merlion
Dr Sarin - Internal Femur Dec 2015
I'm confused, if you know there's a big risk involved with Sarin, why are you going to him? There's tons of good doctors doing LL for the same price.
Hey! I don't think so man. He only charges me 20,000 USD for everything.
Sorry, just read you were doing internals.
What internal femur nail/method are you using?
No worries man. Hydraulic nail (HLN) from Belgium - you can check it out at this web link: http://www.jeannor.be/lengthening-nail.html
Good luvk hope everything goes well...
Best of luck with your lengthening man! Hope you'll stick around to share your experience and recovery.
Hey Merlion!
Good luck with your surgery, these guys in the other hand don't have much to give.......it's more like this nail is still in the testing phrase or guys like you are going to be the guinea pigs for this company......what a huge gamble? 
Do you know any person who has use this nail before?
How much experience does your doctor have with this nail?
What are the possible risks he told you regarding using this nail?
The price is unbeatable for an internal nail i can tell you that, but...............looking forward to more positive experience after using this nail.
I will definitely follow this diary!
Good luck with your journey and hope everything goes well, keep us updated 
Honestly they nail looks way too thin. It doesnt look like it could support anything
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