I cant handle this..

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Its just destroying me inside.Maybe im not that short and im around average in my country but its just devestating for me.Im 173 and my father is 181 and brother is 180 and im like shorter than all of my male cousins (which is %70-80 reason of my height neurosis) i just cant fcking accept it.What did i do wrong why am i being punished like this i keep asking these questions to myself.Even younger male cousins are taller than me which hurts a lot.One of my cousin's parents are shorter than mine and look what he is younger than me and alredy 5'11 ah really awesome! I didnt ask much from this world i was never a greedy kid (im 19 now) i just wanted to reach a good height like all of my cousins.Ah im so depressed for weeks.I will see a therapist this week i dont know if it will help or not..
And its god dam 2016 alredy scientists just find a way to reopen the growth plates omg!..

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Quote from: DoingItForMe on December 21, 2015, 05:04:38 PMHeight on the other hand never stopped me from reaching my goals.

That is a good perspective and thats what i am trying to do but im not really strong enough mentally/emotionally maybe im just young maybe im not mature.I hope someday i can end this pain.Im hoping for this