I need some help. Don't know what to do

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I'm also 19 male currently and in college, I'll be 20 in less then six months. I wanna know how people manage to pay for good doctors like lee, paley, rozbruch etc.I don't think I'm going to be able to save up Money for this until I'm out of college, have a stable job, and some work experience so I can get good pay. I could go to Russia or another place with a good cheap doc (maybe Prahir?)But I'm still gonna have to save up a good amount of money, especially if I want internals. then I'm gonna have take like a year off, plus worry about more recovery time and trying to get back to 100% even though I never will. I'm 5'6" and I live in Canada so I guess it's not too bad.

I don't know if this is all going to be worth it to me sacrificing the money, time, go through all the pain and effort of going to a different country ( I'm pretty sure there is no surgeon In Canada that will operate cosmetically, probably never will be.) just to be 3 inches taller.

If I do want to do this later on ( which will be a long time from now) how do I hide this from my parents? I mean after I get the surgery I can just say I got taller naturally and people will believe, but they are going to wonder where I went for a year.

I've actually been lurking here on the site since like September of 2016 and I just recently made and account. I don't even know how I found this site to be honest, but I do know that I was kinda fine with my height but would like to be taller. I did go to r/short just to see if there was support thee for us below average height people. Nope, I was wrong. It's filled with hate and actually made me more sad about my height. The internet in general has made me feel uneasy about a lot of things and has almost brainwashed me. I've seen quite a bit of extremist stuff on the internet (r/short, mgtow which I think is ridiculous, and a few other places) but I know it's just extreme views of people and should be taken with a grain of salt. I am pretty neutral on a lot of things.

Anyways, now I'm here on this forum and I come everyday just to know more about leg lengthening and how other people are doing. I pretty much come to this site compulsively because I feel like have to, it's kinda hard to stop and just forget about leg lengthening and this site. I just I don't even know if I'll ever be able to go through the whole procedure honestly. I don't know if it's
Worth it in the long run. I just need some damn advice. I don't know what to do anymore.

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Yea I Guess your right. Seems like I don't absolutely need leg lengthening, just a bonus for me. I'll think about it some more.

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Thanks for the advice guys