Leechlet Internal Femur 2014 Dr Guichet

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hey cooper,

plastic phase is when ur muscle division is slower than the rate of ur lengthening, and ur muscles wont stretch anymore. generally, the standard move is to slow down very quickly and maybe even stop lengthening. i just dropped click rate to 10 last week, and i am not experiencing too much muscle tightness. but i can totally see it coming after 7 or 8cm bc my flexibility is dropping. maybe if i drop to 7 or 5 clicks a day, i can avoid this and go to 10 as guichet hoped. but we will see. it all depends on how well my muscles and nerves adapt

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Leechut, keep updating your diary the way it is.

I love your honesty and your ability to portray LL the way it is.... a lot angry, pain, annoyance and having to put up with people you don't like.

I rather hear the truth than read something fake... like someone portraying LL as really easy when it is not.

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I agree with Smallguy.

It's a good diary.  Keep updating us and continue being honest about your experience.

I do understand some of the criticism but I don't think people realize the mental challenges that come with doing this procedure and the effects of being on numerous drugs has on a person mentally.

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I realized that people who haven't done LL are using words like "Wimp, pussy, sissy, emotionally unstable, have some balls, etc" very, very often. And this frustrates me. Maybe my attitude was similar before LL too. To an extent, it could have been.

However - LL is 1% courage, 99% patience.

You can be a wimp or not. But you'll need the patience of a saint. Some days you feel you have it, some days you don't.

I've said it before but I will repeat. People who worry about physical pain are preparing themselves for the wrong encounter. Before LL, one should be prepared for mental torture instead.

If you have a stable life, like a wife, a girlfriend who will wait for you 100%, or no girlfriend ar all, as in no one you'll worry about, supportive family and friends, no job or school to worry about, then you're halfway prepared for this mental battle. Otherwise, you might have problems.

Leechlet, I've watched videos of Thief's gameplay. I like it overall, although it's not really my style, I tend to enjoy horror games like Amnesia more. No wonder I loved the asylum level in chapter 5.

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Keep your chin up kid,

What I'd give to be under the care and direction of Guichet. I often use the image of how you'd be potentially faring in the chaos that is India, and it has brought me a great many pleasurable moments along the innumerable listless nights I've spent staring blankly into the deep Indian void.

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Quote from: Slim_tim on March 20, 2014, 03:50:40 AM

I'm sure i am gonna cry like a little bish for the pain im gonna feel but no way jose am im gonna feel down on myself because im lonely or deserted.

Sure, everyone's different. But it's usually the opposite. You'll see.

Quote from: Slim_tim on March 20, 2014, 03:50:40 AM
 I be more happy then i'd ever been in my life im evolving to a NEW STRONGER HUMAN and that is way to sacred for me to mess with. I'd literally kill someone to be 6'0 thats how bad i want it

I know exactly what you mean. I've been there myself. The sacredness will lessen eventually once the days start going by. You will evolve into a stronger being indeed. That's part due to the psychological relief of finally doing something you wanted to do for years, part due to ending the height neurosis, and part due to all the testing you go through with your patience.

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Hey, dude leechlet, I am by your side. And so are many of LL-ers wannabe who are reading this forum as well as the other one every day.
Keep on your journey and on your great YouTube channel, pal!

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God watching all of us having sex. Wow, it's mind boggling.  Maybe god is sex.

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Hey Leech when you are finished can you post pictures of yourself in pictures for proportion sake.
Thanks.

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Hey Leechlet,

How is everything going with you lately?