Arm Shortening Surgery

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Hey Community. I have been lurking here a lot the past few weeks. I need help. Please tell my if I am delusional or if you would think the same way if you were me.

I always been struggeling a lot with my super long Arms. I feel uncomfortable touching people or working with my hands when someone is watching. Even when I am doing nothing it feels like they drain Energy from me. I always keep my hands in my pockets to hide my arm length which is really straining. I also did a lot of sports and built muscle and it didnt help.
So here are some stats:

my height: 187cm
wingspan: 202cm

I want to reduce my Arm length both humerus and radius/ulna. also broke my right Arm when I was 12 both radius and ulna and my right arm grew even bigger :O

I feel so fked up people always ask me if I take drugs. I find my arms disgusting

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I have quit long legs and a short torso so my arms look extra long on that. It just seems like my arms are really out of proportion.
If I just shorten the humerus it would look weird bc the upper arm is supposed to be longer then the forearm..