Quote from: Sorcerer on March 05, 2022, 07:50:42 PMThx. But I gotta make a head-up:I am really working out on my journey to doing Option 5.
So dunno how Masteryourlife's opinion that I won't do anything like Option 5 was formed in his mind and as long as he checked my posts, he could've for sure learned that I would kill for Option 5 and inquire as many details as possible about Option 5, like how to apply Visas for going to Paley's, about which I threw the question in my post Meetup & Travel.
Do you also think I am just talking about stratagems on posts? Actually no. For once I even dreamed of doing LL surgery lying on a operating table where I was glanced at by several medical personnels and the dream ended up with my legs wrapped by the external fixators.
I was also sparing nearly all of my private time on searching data about height or height-related stuffs and through that I knew 178cm is a good height among China's Genzs although stloads of Genzs are inflating the average height like 180-185 is average height in 12 y.o cohort. So I think that can shed a little light on how obsessed I am with my height and how painful I am feeling about my height.
So I am not just a spoiler hanging around this forum. So his conclusion 'I am throwing toxic opinions in EVERY post' is totally stretching the reality, at least recently you can also see me post other kinds of posts like answering two OP's questions, one of which, I can recall, questioned about why he got height shrinkage after finishing external LL.
I don't dare say I am a master at LL knowledges. But I can say I am already expertise at the 'sketch' of LL, at least before it several Chineses questioned my about LL and I answered very patiently and precisely.
So I really dunno why those two guys who are thinking I am on purpose putting fire to their emotions concluded I just seem to be making sequent jokes on this forum.(If I am also misunderstanding then I am sorry)
Plus, I am also working out on other aspects of my life, like just now I was occupied in preparing for Kaoyan(aka Postgraduate Entrance Examination) practicing College Mathmatics problem solving and reading Data Structure textbook to increase my level of education.
To recap, I am just addressing my view of how emuscalating being short for a man is and still, never attempting to offend anyone.
(BTW, if you can spare time to evaluate my English proficiency, although I know it can only make few senses since you are not an English teacher in China or whatnot but you are a native speaker so in light of it I will also take your evaluations into my considerations plz try to do an amateur evaluation and plz take it srsly don't overrate it just not to hurt my feelings. I gotta know the real situation. It will be a foresight of my scores of Kaoyan's English examination. Thx!)
You have no clue what life at 175 cm is (for example)!
You don't have an opinion; you are obsessed with things that does not even come from you but from a sick story ( n not even real) of the genZ being 185 cm etc.
Life can be super awesome at 5'8 n 5'9 but the fact that "option 5 or nothing" triggers me a lot because you are arrogant !
I'm a "former" model and live close to people that have the highest standards in the world n height is the only thing I lack in and that evolved trough years .
So you can't say " you are 5'9 willing to do this so u arrogant too" .
It might seems like for me it is a "if it happens it happens if not ,fine" but it is not like that ; I lost the best years of my life n still doing it by feeling angry n frustrated ; the pressure is huge and most of us here thought about death at least once in order to undergo LL surgery with such a conviction ..because among here there is the conviction that this surgery is tough but doable when in the real world , no one would be down to do that even if they got millions of dollars, and that gives an idea of what we are down too.
So you are not the only one suffering and being shorter then me or taller then someone else does not make your pain more intense ; its all relative to your reality and I live hand by hand with the most beautiful poeple in the world so the pressure I have its huge and the fact that everything it's potentially at my reach , but 2 inches sets me apart , cuts me inside everytime I think about it .
This does not apply to everyone tho!!!
I learned to live with it until I do this surgery and NO ONE will pay for it but me because my parents understood but never agreed so they will support me emotionally if I do it ,but they still try heavily to make me rethink meanwhile and will not sponsor me it in any way .
I don't come here to post how many nights I cried and went out for walks around the city at 5 am crying non stop or not sleeping for days in a row because we all went trough tough times ..very very very tough times and that is why we are here.
Your way of expressing your emotions and ur situations its obsessive,irrational,immature and disrespectful because I do understand you , but you are not the only one suffering and you compare height to diseases that kill people n destroy families ..and you compare that to some inches ;they would give you all the height and be 3 ft to only be healthy !
Express your emotions without being pathetic n irrational !
You trigger people because everytime we get on we find your crazy posts and its hard to ignore you because you are everywhere and you seems to not want to respect others that tell you to stop !
There is no persoal hate ,you are just very very annoying n immature !
