Posted on Nov 22, 2015, 9:21 am
#1
Hi all!
This is Merlion. I'm a pretty young chap at 20, standing at 173 cm. Not really tall or short - people may say, but to me i always see myself at 6 ft. I have body dysmorphic disorder and I have been wearing 9 cm lifts in my boots for 3 years every single day due to my height dysphoria - i think some of you can relate. My idealistic goal would be 10 cm of course, but i read the risk involved lengthening any more than 5 cm. So I will do the best of my ability and accept what i can get. But minimally I'm looking at 7 cm. I'm a risk taker by nature.
I know there's a risk in doing leg lengthening with Dr Sarin. I read on this forum and also on old forum . But... I'm having really bad depression from this. I don't think I can continue living about my height situation and this is all the money I can gather to do my leg lengthening. So please just allow me to share my experience with the world. I hope y'all can support and be with me through my LL journey. It means a lot to me.
My surgery is on the 2nd Dec 2015 at New Delhi. My flight is on the 29th Dec 2015. It's less than a week from now. How am I feeling? Pretty damn scared on what's to come - never been so pussy in my whole life I'm never like that - it's also my very first surgery in my life. And at the same time, I'm excited whenever i visualise the result i will achieve at the end of my journey. I'm pretty weird. Sometimes.
Ok so i'm preparing myself mentally and physically for the surgery now. And because I will be away for a long time, I will be bidding "temporary farewell" to my love ones for the next couple of days. It's my first time spending Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year and Good Friday alone. Oh boy - it's gonna be a long 4 months in India...
I have a fancy camera. So i will be keeping you all posted with nice pictures, my thoughts and feelings.
If there is anyone, ANYONE, that is doing limb lengthening with Dr Sarin, please, contact me here or at [email protected]. It will definitely help to have a buddy physically there going through this together with me. Nevertheless, game strong.
God bless.
All loves,
Merlion
This is Merlion. I'm a pretty young chap at 20, standing at 173 cm. Not really tall or short - people may say, but to me i always see myself at 6 ft. I have body dysmorphic disorder and I have been wearing 9 cm lifts in my boots for 3 years every single day due to my height dysphoria - i think some of you can relate. My idealistic goal would be 10 cm of course, but i read the risk involved lengthening any more than 5 cm. So I will do the best of my ability and accept what i can get. But minimally I'm looking at 7 cm. I'm a risk taker by nature.
I know there's a risk in doing leg lengthening with Dr Sarin. I read on this forum and also on old forum . But... I'm having really bad depression from this. I don't think I can continue living about my height situation and this is all the money I can gather to do my leg lengthening. So please just allow me to share my experience with the world. I hope y'all can support and be with me through my LL journey. It means a lot to me.
My surgery is on the 2nd Dec 2015 at New Delhi. My flight is on the 29th Dec 2015. It's less than a week from now. How am I feeling? Pretty damn scared on what's to come - never been so pussy in my whole life I'm never like that - it's also my very first surgery in my life. And at the same time, I'm excited whenever i visualise the result i will achieve at the end of my journey. I'm pretty weird. Sometimes.
Ok so i'm preparing myself mentally and physically for the surgery now. And because I will be away for a long time, I will be bidding "temporary farewell" to my love ones for the next couple of days. It's my first time spending Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year and Good Friday alone. Oh boy - it's gonna be a long 4 months in India...
I have a fancy camera. So i will be keeping you all posted with nice pictures, my thoughts and feelings.
If there is anyone, ANYONE, that is doing limb lengthening with Dr Sarin, please, contact me here or at [email protected]. It will definitely help to have a buddy physically there going through this together with me. Nevertheless, game strong.
God bless.
All loves,
Merlion
