Hello. Over the past year I have been working my a** o ff. I make $21 dollars an hour at my job. All of the sudden today at the middle of my shift, the HR lady called and told me I was immediately on administrative leave. It was like a punch to the chest. I have saved $21,5000 dollars, nearing my goal of $30,000 to depart Russia. I want to get this surgery, get as much height as I can and rebuild my life in a different state.
I am still trying to stay positive. On the bright side - I will have a paycheck of $2,500 coming in. I have decided to do Doordash and Grubhub 16 hours a day. I will not stop until I hit my goal of having $28,000 - $30,000 dollars. I will drive for 16 to 18 hours a day if I have to!
I would rather be homeless, begging on the street and 6'2 then a lonely 5'8 short man with a house and nobody or a women just with me for me providing.
The good:
I only pay $1050 a month rent including utilities. Car is payed off.
On a side note, you guys were right about my ex. We dated again for a month and then she told me she just "wasn't feeling it." Looks like their are plenty of fish in the sea, AFTER SURGERY
Im trying to stay positive and optimistic instead of sinking into a deep depression. The sooner I get this surgery the sooner I can rebuild my life.
I can't live the rest of my life as a lonely under-average man. No amount of muscle helps on a short man's body. I need to get out of this state I am in as well. I can't handle high altitudes and my health, sleeping, energy and cognition are F'D up.
Please give me advice and the positive reinforcement I need to press on during this trying time!
Fired! Need your advice about how to plan Trip.
Quote from: Medium Drink Of Water on December 17, 2021, 02:50:22 AMJust take the vaccine you sissy. 
I got it back in March, but I appreciate your comment anyways. I will try to keep my head up. I find your posts inspiring and motivating, specifically the thread where you let people ask you questions about your surgery.
Quote from: zaozari on December 20, 2021, 06:46:02 PMWith all respect and really wanting to help may I ask first of all if you think you also suffer from height neurosis (it may be obvious but it's important you have this clear in your mind, because this may change everything when approaching the problem).
Is it really neurosis? Or is it simply the rational part of my brain realizing that I will always be at a disadvantage and have to work significantly harder then tall men. A neruosis is based in one's mind. Heightism is based in reality.
Nightclubs and bars are meat markets. I will never be able to really compete and get the women I want standing at 5'8. With tinder and online dating apps height is more important than ever
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I went out to the club the other day with 4 inch timberland style boots and felt amazing. It was indescribable. I couldn't dance worth a damn in them but it felt so good.
I still got dwarfed by a 6'5 and 6'3 guy. Guess who the hottest girls in the club were with?
A neurosis is one thing. Being filtered out of the dating and casual hook up scene because of my height is another thing.
At some point in life a man has to face the facts and come to terms with the reality of the world.
The reality of the world is as a short man you always need to be exceptional in all other aspects to even have a shot at dating women that naturally gravitate towards tall men. Giving women the ability to choose who they want to mate with leads to shorter men being left out in the cold OR always worrying about when the girl they are with will leave them. What's worse as a short man is you can't replace the girl without weeks to months of work.
Meanwhile Mr 6'2 gets a new hookup every week to every few days and women compete and vie for his attentino.
Quote from: ReadRothbard on December 20, 2021, 08:42:31 PMWait, why were you put on administrative leave?
Long story short: I posted a politically incorrect comment on a blog on a company computer that was most likely either keylogged or being tracked somehow. Pretty stupid way to lose a good job but its what it is.
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