I am a legit 5'3.5 short man but now I don't want to do LL because lately I am fascinated by girls around 145-150cm tall.
And I am not as obsessed with height as previously and kinda got rid of height dysphoria. I reasoned I was all the time controlled by others' perceptions of myself which is very stupid because you don't live for others.

And if I became 170+cm tall then we would have too big height differences and I would be concerned about it. So I gave up LL.

Now what bothers me more is I have low IQ certified by Wais(only 100 via four subtests btw) and that is way more fixed than height and IQ is not like height because the norm is made by the average iq of testees which means even if new techologies that can increase IQ come out and the average iq will increase thereof so your iq will stand nearly in the same position against the norm if the technologies are universally available(you can make the analogy:Suppose LL was a commonplace in one day, and you did LL also, but the percentile of your height would stay nearly static because others also get taller. So IQ increasing technologies only make sense before they become commonplaces)

I am also typical of a Yandered male so I also want to date a Yandered girl and I expect she is 145-150cm tall because I have an ex around this height and I feel our height very match with each other lul.

If you don't know what Yandere means please google because it will take a lot of words to elaborate.

Edit:I know girls who are this short will be more obsessed with tall men but I also will filter out those obsessed girls because I really don't like have so big height difference. Let's just say BIG NO to them because they like being daughters lul.