Quote from: bander72 on April 16, 2017, 02:08:44 PMI get a little bit depressed for various reasons. I think about not doing all I could when I was young to get taller if I could of gotten taller than I am. I had tried for years to find ways to get taller but I was already 15 when I started when my growth was pretty much.done. I also think about not finding out about the surgery when I was younger and not until I was 23 I could of had the funds already not have felt so bad that there was no hope to get taller. When I first really paid attention to my height it was the worst feeling because I felt less of a man and doomed to be unhappy. This was when I was 15 mind you. The lifts did make most of my feelings go away since I was lucky to be a litle bit below avarage but the height neurosis never went away even after not thinking about seriously for years since I had given up on getting anywhere before finding the forum.
Most people don't "do anything" to get taller until they reach adulthood. You were 15, 15 year olds are not supposed to have to care about "optimizing their growth", they have a lot of other crap going on in their life that requires attention, school, friends, teenage angst, crazy hormone madness. So don't feel too bad for not doing something about it back then. Also you are 5'9'', which is not a bad height. You probably don't like to hear it, but you've avoided the worst when it comes to height. You can still change it via LL, but it will never be that bad. I hope this can help you.
QuoteSo better be careful. You only have this life 
Personally I believe I'll be born a black dude in Botswana in my next life, who will grow to 6'2'' and die of HIV at 30.