I'd like to think that I'm a fraction of what I was supposed to be, a flawed version of myself. To me, height is the root of everything I dedicated my life for. Being a fighter, being a seducer, being a sxx symbol. To me, my height breaking me is inevitable. It's because of the existence of tall men and tall women.
It doesn't matter if tonight, I go out to a club, meet a girl that finds me attractive and get laid. It's just a matter of time till I meet one who doesn't find me attractive because of my height but would have founded me attractive otherwise if I was taller.
It's just a matter of time till I meet a man taller, muscular and handsome who could take my girl (if I had one) anytime he wants to, and the sole reason of it is our height disparity.
The way I see it is that I am beat even before the war starts. I assume these have happened/will inevitably happen and when it really happens, I wouldn't be as shocked/hurt. My height broke me to the point where there aren't many bad things left that would be capable of upsetting me.
My height is my nightmare, the worst curse in my life, the curse I will never get to dispel, an unnecessary hardship. Sometimes I find it strange that almost every other thing in life is changeable (body shape, face, financial status, you name it) but lengthening our bones would require such an extreme surgery that would turn you semi-crippled. I still can't believe this reality.
Now you're all going to say: "Hey, we can't have everything in this life", "You want too much". I understand it perfectly, yet I still think that me ending up short is completely unnecessary. The worst part about my height is that my father is 4" taller than me. I gotta be really really unlucky in order for this to happen.
There are 2 kinds of tall men in this world.
First kind is the one that doesn't feel that he's superior to me or has any advantages over me because of his height. He views me as an ideal man and he just happens to have longer bones but nothing more.
The other kind is the who feels superior to me because of his height. He views me as a short flawed man and views himself as an ideal man.
It would be absurd for me to be friends with the latter. And if my life had a purpose, it would be to demolish this kind of tall men.
How I view my height and its significance, 2 kinds of tall men in this world
Quote from: TIBIKE200 on November 05, 2017, 03:02:17 PM1) you are in a real need of help. You are deranged as hell
2) why do you even post here? (This applies to like almost everyone in this forum) Get out of this forum and get help ASAP
Yes, I need help but no way from a shrink.
Quote from: ub40 on November 05, 2017, 04:06:16 PMWhat possible answer here would be satisfactory when you write something like that. It seems to me you're reaching out for some sort of emotional help. Family and friends is the first place, if not I recommend r/short on Reddit
I honestly don't expect any satisfactory answer.
No one can change anything at this point.
Quote from: Zeo on November 05, 2017, 04:41:26 PMThis is a good one, just watch the first few minutes since its kind of long
I listened to the first few minutes. Yeah, it's no help to me. It doesn't change the reality.
Quote from: Zeo on November 05, 2017, 04:14:46 PMI'm 5'4 and I bet could steal your girl because you sound like a serial killer
How?
Quote from: Zeo on November 05, 2017, 04:18:43 PMYou know what, sorry about that comment, I can tell you are going through something and I actually do want you to feel better.
Honestly, listen to some Tony Robbins it will help you manage negative emotions and give you a better mindset.
By all means get LL if you feel need to but you if you dont fix your mindset you will feel just as bad afterwards
LL would cripple me as a martial artist.
Quote from: Body Builder on November 05, 2017, 07:28:43 PMYour stature cripples your everyday life with the mindset you have.
Also in the ring with thinking all these in your mind about trying to prove that you are a good match for taller peers and all these won't let you stay focused and you'll get yourself kicked from everyone.
So do LL and stop moaning. At your height and your age you won't become any serious fighter after LL so it is better to live normally than as a delusional short weirdo full of complexes.
Technically, at my height and my age, it's more than possible to become a serious fighter. Even if I am not, I still can apply the skills on the street/bar whenever there's a chance.
Height is just one of many things. Having a passion and cool hobby in life is a very attractive trait in men. Sacrificing my passion for the sake of standing 2" taller barefeet doesn't sounds like something a true alpha would do.
I'm not sure what you mean by my mindset. But I'm a realistic person, everything I said is true. No matter how much I don't want it to be.
Quote from: Bleda on November 05, 2017, 09:26:27 PMGreat another ahole out on the town looking for any excuse to punch someone in the back of the head. Just what the world needs. Guys, OP is obviously trolling. Look at the same inane posts he makes day after day about how his height holds him back, while at the same time saying that he's still more sane, reasonable, best fighter in the world, etc. Stop feeding this retard. And that's not to disparage the differently abled. If what's on these pages is the same thing that's in his head, his brain is definitely retarded. Just sayin
Point out which statement of mine that doesn't make sense.
Quote from: MrHandsome on November 05, 2017, 11:06:15 PMDude you are so delusional and your posts have no basis in reality
Point out the my statements that you think is not realistic.
Quote from: MrHandsome on November 06, 2017, 07:58:13 AMBro you are not going to make it as a professional fighter. Most of them have been training since they were kids, and they are tall these days even in the flyweight division. Basically, you have absolutely no shot. Just deal with it.
Even if I won't be professional, I still need by athletic mobility for potential streetfights.
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