Posted on Dec 21, 2017, 2:06 pm
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I just finished my surgery. The same time yesterday, a nursey came my room gave my hip a shot, I do not know what it is. But my head starts going crazy. What happened if I get disabled. What happened if I could ever walk normal, should I do the surgery or not? If I stop the surgery will I be regret when I get old? I keep asking my DR that what happened if they hurt my nerves, the DR keep smile says they had 1000 surgeries. there only three patients had never damage, but it's curable. He keeps smile told me I have to think positive way, I need to free my mind, everything will be fine. But I am still scared hell, I start prey, hope everything will be fine, I need think positive, after my surgery, I will wear pretty jeans pretty dressing, nobody will call me shorty again. Girl, do not be chicken