Quote from: billsmafia on August 24, 2021, 05:42:31 AMBigger is not always better, especially for beauty. Proportionality and symmetry are important factors. Even inspired the Vitruvian man standard of beauty. 8cm is the edge of proportion normalcy in concern with proportion, as far as what I see here on the diaries. For most people at least. Always outliers. Again, just my opinion. Beauty is in the eye of beholder.
In my opinion 8cm femurs looks very good except when nked from the side profile, it’s not really bad even when nked. With clothes it looks good actually especially when sitting down
LON Femur 7.5cm with halil buldu may 13th, 2021 God-Willing
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Quick update
It’s been about a few weeks since removal, Buldu said wait 2-3 weeks before full weight bearing, in terms of recovery I’m getting there. I can take like 15-20 steps unassisted but walk like a penguin because my hips are tight it makes my lower back arch and my pelvis tilt forward, my flexion contracture is 75% gone. My PT said my glutes are very weak, and my hip flexors are very tight. So that is the main obstacle for my recovery. Those are essential to walking and more importantly posture from tight hips.
My complication leg/left leg used to be my dominant leg but after removal it’s weaker now. I have slight pain near top pin removal site and one spot by break site when pressing on it with my finger, I think one of the screws are there, and moving it certain angles I get 2/10 pain, but not on other leg. My right leg gave me so much more discomfort/pain during lengthening but now it is the more quickly healed one.
Life is liveable at the moment. I don’t need any meds at all, and sleep somewhat comfortably, but can’t get in many comfortable positions like before because of hip tightness. It’s not close to as enjoyable as before but it’s so much better than the distraction period. I can get around independently with crutches. I drive to work every day. 70% productivity. At the end of the day my legs are done for usually, it does get exhausting especially on PT days after strengthening exercises. I try to be extra careful always, almost tripped a few times with crutches because of a wet spot or someone accidentally bumping into me.
The recovery for 5-6cm is probably 1/3 hard as doing the full 8, unless you do the PT and stretches constantly and daily. However with LON femur I couldn’t because the pinsite infections make PT impossible and even without them, when you pass 5-6cm the pins feel so tight and hurts when you stretch hard or at least for me.
Although this update doesn’t sound great, it is for me. I see so much progress after 2 weeks of PT. Every session has and shows slight progress. Within a week I could barely stand up long enough unassisted in the shower for 5min to being able to stand for 10-15 min without getting more than slightly tired.
I missed my birthday during the end of lengthening! Ended up renting a limo and having some crippled fun. My femurs look pretty long sitting down and I like the look, maybe not in this picture because the pants are baggy and sagging under my waist. I lost weight and am gaining it back. But with slim jeans it looks good especially sitting down.
https://imgur.com/a/VcKLdwc
Also hung out with one of the other lengthening patient I met in turkey a few days ago. He lives about 30min away from me, crazy that we both went at the same time from the same city, I guess at some point we’ve probably met someone with cll without knowing possibly. I meet so many people every day at work etc and they would never even know!
Quote from: Activatedxx on August 29, 2021, 09:14:30 PMQuick update
It’s been about a few weeks since removal, Buldu said wait 2-3 weeks before full weight bearing, in terms of recovery I’m getting there. I can take like 15-20 steps unassisted but walk like a penguin because my hips are tight it makes my lower back arch and my pelvis tilt forward, my flexion contracture is 75% gone. My PT said my glutes are very weak, and my hip flexors are very tight. So that is the main obstacle for my recovery. Those are essential to walking and more importantly posture from tight hips.
My complication leg/left leg used to be my dominant leg but after removal it’s weaker now. I have slight pain near top pin removal site and one spot by break site when pressing on it with my finger, I think one of the screws are there, and moving it certain angles I get 2/10 pain, but not on other leg. My right leg gave me so much more discomfort/pain during lengthening but now it is the more quickly healed one.
Life is liveable at the moment. I don’t need any meds at all, and sleep somewhat comfortably, but can’t get in many comfortable positions like before because of hip tightness. It’s not close to as enjoyable as before but it’s so much better than the distraction period. I can get around independently with crutches. I drive to work every day. 70% productivity. At the end of the day my legs are done for usually, it does get exhausting especially on PT days after strengthening exercises. I try to be extra careful always, almost tripped a few times with crutches because of a wet spot or someone accidentally bumping into me.
The recovery for 5-6cm is probably 1/3 hard as doing the full 8, unless you do the PT and stretches constantly and daily. However with LON femur I couldn’t because the pinsite infections make PT impossible and even without them, when you pass 5-6cm the pins feel so tight and hurts when you stretch hard or at least for me.
Although this update doesn’t sound great, it is for me. I see so much progress after 2 weeks of PT. Every session has and shows slight progress. Within a week I could barely stand up long enough unassisted in the shower for 5min to being able to stand for 10-15 min without getting more than slightly tired.
I missed my birthday during the end of lengthening! Ended up renting a limo and having some crippled fun. My femurs look pretty long sitting down and I like the look, maybe not in this picture because the pants are baggy and sagging under my waist. I lost weight and am gaining it back. But with slim jeans it looks good especially sitting down.
https://imgur.com/a/VcKLdwc
Also hung out with one of the other lengthening patient I met in turkey a few days ago. He lives about 30min away from me, crazy that we both went at the same time from the same city, I guess at some point we’ve probably met someone with cll without knowing possibly. I meet so many people every day at work etc and they would never even know!
Congrats man, and happy belated birthday. I think you looks great in the photo. Good to see you living your best life not letting this recovery slow you down. And you're pretty lucky to have such a supportive wife and family, that part I lack. How's the guy from your city recovering? Did he hit 8cm as well? What do people at your work think you've done? Coming form an office environment myself, I know co-workers can be very nosey. I'd be surprised if they weren't asking why your walk is different now.
Quote from: Growing on August 30, 2021, 04:19:58 AMCongrats man, and happy belated birthday. I think you looks great in the photo. Good to see you living your best life not letting this recovery slow you down. And you're pretty lucky to have such a supportive wife and family, that part I lack. How's the guy from your city recovering? Did he hit 8cm as well? What do people at your work think you've done? Coming form an office environment myself, I know co-workers can be very nosey. I'd be surprised if they weren't asking why your walk is different now.
Thanks man. Honestly I kept it a secret until the day after my surgery I told my family.
The other guy is a little ahead of me in recovery, he did 6.5cm. I’m a business owner and I just tell my employee I had a car accident. People might not say something but they notice. One of my friends that is 5’7 saw me for the first time and he was like bro how did you grow so much. He would not stop mentioning for a while and kept asking how. Was pretty suspicious. Not everyone is like that, mainly people that are your height or 2-4 inches above you are going to notice. But I hadn’t seen anyone in months, a lot of people will brush it off but there will be a few that are suspicious but will brush it off. Even if they know about LL I doubt they’ll automatically assume and their is no way to prove it anyways so who cares
I hope everything goes well with you, you'll see that in a while you'll be better. One question, if you had known you were going to go through all this, would you have preferred to go for 5-6 in TIBIAS, or are you still adamant that it was a good decision to go for femurs?
Quote from: LeoGb on August 30, 2021, 09:15:44 PMI hope everything goes well with you, you'll see that in a while you'll be better. One question, if you had known you were going to go through all this, would you have preferred to go for 5-6 in TIBIAS, or are you still adamant that it was a good decision to go for femurs?
Tibias. Way Less muscle to stretch there and way less inconvenient in terms of comfort. All LL is very difficult but LON femurs is something that belongs in a scary movie
Quote from: Activatedxx on August 30, 2021, 02:25:14 PMThanks man. Honestly I kept it a secret until the day after my surgery I told my family.
The other guy is a little ahead of me in recovery, he did 6.5cm. I’m a business owner and I just tell my employee I had a car accident. People might not say something but they notice. One of my friends that is 5’7 saw me for the first time and he was like bro how did you grow so much. He would not stop mentioning for a while and kept asking how. Was pretty suspicious. Not everyone is like that, mainly people that are your height or 2-4 inches above you are going to notice. But I hadn’t seen anyone in months, a lot of people will brush it off but there will be a few that are suspicious but will brush it off. Even if they know about LL I doubt they’ll automatically assume and their is no way to prove it anyways so who cares
I should of stuck to my original idea of not telling a soul until after the procedure. Thats where I messed up..lol. That have to be a cool feeling for your friend to obviously notice you are taller.. He's probably a bit envious.. lol. Does people noticing or the felling of being taller make it all worth it for you in the end. Would you do it all over again? And its crazy how 1.5cm can make a difference in recovery time.
Quote from: Growing on August 31, 2021, 02:47:13 AMI should of stuck to my original idea of not telling a soul until after the procedure. Thats where I messed up..lol. That have to be a cool feeling for your friend to obviously notice you are taller.. He's probably a bit envious.. lol. Does people noticing or the felling of being taller make it all worth it for you in the end. Would you do it all over again? And its crazy how 1.5cm can make a difference in recovery time.
It’s exponential, recovery between 6.5cm instead of 8cm is probably only half as hard. I have the weight factor on my side.
And honestly bro you saved yourself a great deal of suffering, be happy you dodged a bullet. If I had to pick going through that again or suicide it would be a tough choice. I wouldn’t do it again if it made me 6ft.
Honestly I didn’t really care about other people, it was a personal thing for me. I don’t feel short anymore, I might not be tall or somewhat shorter than the average, but I feel normal. I’m in a normal range. I’m not shorter than 95% if the population anymore. Being close to the middle is enough for me. I wouldn’t have considered this if I started at the height I’m at.
With Lon femurs, there are days you just want to die. Compared to others I had the frames on for much longer since I did the full 8, but even then they were always unbearable for me mentally. There is no break in suffering mainly because of the sleep. It’s a constant ongoing suffering, not always physical pain, the discomfort and lack asleep drove me INSANE
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