Torn between wanting CLL or just accepting myself

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Hello, I am currently 5’4.5 and am so torn at the moment. I’ve done so much research thus far but am stuck between how badly I want to be 5’7 and how painful and grueling the process will be just to gain those 3 inches. I’ve had major surgery (preventative mastectomy) before so I’m not afraid of anesthesia, being 29yo at the moment, It’s the time that worries me the most. I also have issues with my legs in which they are always aching and tight due to my overnight job and constantly moving for 7 1/2 hours a day. What was the deciding factor for you that made you certain that this is what you want?

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I’m not considering LL surgery due to dating so rather or not I’m female doesn’t matter, I’m the shortest one out of my siblings and parents, I’d like to be 5’7. But my question was centered around your why, what was your reasoning for getting CLL?