Quote from: Unicorn888 on May 10, 2019, 06:48:49 PMHi everyone,
I'm so sorry I've not been here at all. Since the last bout of shilling from Guichet, I've been so traumatized I couldn't even bear to risk coming here and reading the toxcity by accident. Because I know it will be etched in my head forever and anything I've read will never be unread.
That said, just wanted to update you guys that I've since seen my NHS doctor this morning and unfortunately, they need to perform my 5th surgery now because my right leg which received the DBX (cadaver bone) graft last year had only healed on the part where the graft was applied.
However, the underside where the graft wasn't applied (I never realized grafting can be only 180 degrees and not 360 degrees) has not fused at all. Again, further proof that Guichet's wait-and-see approach was not going to obtain 'miraculous' results, even after waiting 3 years now.
So NHS will graft me this time with a more invasive manner. They're going to extract abt 1cm cube of my hip bones and apply that to the back of my right femur where it wasn't grafted last year. My understanding is it is an excruciating process that could result in a lifetime of pain in the hip area.
In addition, the lead surgeon told me they will not remove the gnail from my body because the nail is way too big for my cortices and even after consolidation, trying to remove it might shatter everything. Part of the problem is the nail was lodged too high in my hip area and hence, dislodging it would be quite a brutal process.
I'm so numbed out because I had naively convinced myself that my life had to move on and that it did already. However, this news is quite a stark reality check for me and has set me back to my dark days of hiding under the covers of my bed.
What saddens me most is I always thought that after CLL, I would at least have 1 kid on my own by the time I turn 45 years old. This is now such a far distant dream due to the fact that not only am I not physically able to bear full pregnancy weight on the guichet nails and unconsolidated bones - I'm left bereft of finances to even feed myself, much less a child.
Guichet needs to pay for what he's done even if we just spread the word on what he's done to unicorn.
We really should send him messages to give unicorn all her money back.
Unicorn if you send me your full name i can send him a message if you want.
We should all hound him and tell him until he deposits all of unicorns money back we will all spread the truth about him here on the forum.
#Refundunicornhermoneyback.