9 centimeters on tibias with Dr. Barinov, Volgograd-Russia

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Quote from: RGKEY on May 06, 2014, 06:54:50 PMNow that youbmention that.. be careful please! Ask your doctor first!!

i dont think its a problem when it comes to my leg lenghtening itself and the healing process, i just think it might prevent me from walking properly for as long as i have the frames  but im not sure maybe it adapts and becomes less sensitive with time.

the disease i had is common for young boys who train sports, and its not uncommon for a piece of cartilage to remain below the knee long after the disease is gone. This causes sensitivity and can be a hindrance with some fast movements when doing sports, and also it kind of makes it hard to sit on the knees.

It can be removed easily after you have stopped growing, but i forgot about it since i had quit sports by that time. Now it might become a pain in the ass for this LL process..

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sounds good man, but it wouldn't hurt to consult with your doctor)))

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So quick update::::

legs are slowly getting better, very very f**king slow!!!!! specially my left leg is very stiff and in pain when I walk. I can't walk as I use to. My walking is still bad specially after long walks. Most of the time I use one crutch.

Im living with my mom!! the days go by very f**king slow!!!! I don't have a car anymore so I depend on my sister and mother to give rides!!! and where I live now if I want to go anywhere I must have a car!!!! I wouldnt say my life sucks at all but, from seen people every day, girls and socializing 24/7 to this loneliness!! ahhh it is so f**king difficult to adapt!!!

Im still talking to me "kinda girlfriend from russia" we might meet or not, but Im afraid Im still in contact with her because I have no more beautiful girls around me anymore. So in this sense my life sucks!!

Americans are fat!!! WTF!!!!
Since I got here I realized so many people are f**king fat!!! and I thought I was fat!!! since I got here iv'e seen only 1 or 2 nice girls I need to go out!!! but right now my mobility is so limited. Right now I feel like I want to cry!!! I was the f**king man in Russia!! and here I just have the love of my mother and sister but that's it. I still don't want to see my friends because my walking sucks. I saw 3 friends from work, one told me right away, "you are taller!" hahaha I said really? you are probably shorter and that was it))))

i started going to the gym, feeling better about this. I have a lot to improve body and health wise!!!!!
my left leg is bowed!! I don't like it!!! it is very noticeable! but maybe if I start building some muscles it won't be as bad. But if not, I don't know maybe a good excuse to go to Russia again!!)))) I really want that!!

Im broke as hell but Im taller and I can move around, hopefully I'll get back to normal walking soon. I crave at least this for now so I can socialize again. I don't know why but I feel shy now, introverted!! agrrr!!! In Russia even with frames I was the f**king man!! and now I get so self conscious  because of my funny walking. My adaptation to my American life is very very depressing!!

I really don't know how you guys do the hole lengthening alone!!!! that is like suicidal!!!! it is f**king crazy I would shoot my self!!!!!
I was thinking of doing my femurs but just to think that if I do internals I will be alone and s**t there is no way I would waste my life like that!!!!! Maybe I go to germany or something if I can save money.

I feel like there is a hole in my heart, and I feel very similar to when I broke up with my last ex girlfriend!! it is terrible. But the good news is that every time I go through this feelings I come out even stronger and happier than before.

So I can use some love even from you guys ! lol

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We love you RGKEY! 

This is just a phase and it will pass.  You're recovering by the sound of it, and you'll eventually be walking like your normal self.  And pimpin' on girls just like in Russia.

Stay strong!!

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I hope you are right my friend thanx!!!!
All I have now to amuse my self is a tv, computer and masturbation!! this is so bad!!((((

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Quote from: RGKEY on May 14, 2014, 11:37:04 PMI hope you are right my friend thanx!!!!
All I have now to amuse my self is a tv, computer and masturbation!! this is so bad!!((((

Get some crutches or wheelchair or anything to be more mobile!

You're not a bed dweller, you're a social creature.  Be the RGKEY you are, nothing has changed  

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Quote from: BilateralDamage on May 14, 2014, 11:56:44 PMGet some crutches or wheelchair or anything to be more mobile!

You're not a bed dweller, you're a social creature.  Be the RGKEY you are, nothing has changed

Ahh!) I love you man!) Thank u!

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You are taller and you made it i would literally kill to be where you are now.

I have 0 dollars at the moment. Now that is depressing.

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Yes you are right. Unfortunately comparing my self with worse cases does not make me feel any better. It actually make things worse for being so stupid and not appreciate what I got now(((( feelings is a hard thing to control. But im optimistic all will pass))

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vizualize how you want to look and what you want your lifestyle to be. that motivates me beyond getting the hottest girl or all the money in the world.