Posted on Nov 3, 2016, 9:24 am
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Before I used to walk outside and my inner monologue would go insane. I would look at the trees and count them or think about my ex girlfriend when I saw a girl but worst of all I would look at every tall dude and notice how every tall dude over 6'1 had a 70% chance of being accompanied by a girl, and much worse, at how I haven't seen a dude my height with a girl in 4 months. Needless statisics, observations, worry, calculations.....
I told my doctor and he put me on Adderall. I was reluctant at first. I don't like the idea of drugs. But wow, did it change everything.
I don't give a fk anymore. I walk outside and my head is clear. No voices, no thoughts poking at me. I just focus on my goals and complete them. I don't compare myself to every person I see now. I don't frantically think about the meaning of life or my quality of life or my happiness. I just live life now.
Take my warning though. It does socially reduce you. I was hyper and charming before, now I'm much less charismatic. I'm just not as invested in people.
But when I'm on it I seriously give no fks that I'm short. For once I was able to see clearly The Who cares height doesn't matter argument or at least begin to grasp it which I know may sound ridiculous or impossible to you.
Just talk to a doctor and give it a try before getting stretched lol. I think a lot of what people may call anxiety depression height neurosis is all just chronic overthinking stress and worry that will reduce you to an always tired person who does not want to do much more than lay in bed or on the couch.
I told my doctor and he put me on Adderall. I was reluctant at first. I don't like the idea of drugs. But wow, did it change everything.
I don't give a fk anymore. I walk outside and my head is clear. No voices, no thoughts poking at me. I just focus on my goals and complete them. I don't compare myself to every person I see now. I don't frantically think about the meaning of life or my quality of life or my happiness. I just live life now.
Take my warning though. It does socially reduce you. I was hyper and charming before, now I'm much less charismatic. I'm just not as invested in people.
But when I'm on it I seriously give no fks that I'm short. For once I was able to see clearly The Who cares height doesn't matter argument or at least begin to grasp it which I know may sound ridiculous or impossible to you.
Just talk to a doctor and give it a try before getting stretched lol. I think a lot of what people may call anxiety depression height neurosis is all just chronic overthinking stress and worry that will reduce you to an always tired person who does not want to do much more than lay in bed or on the couch.