This is the whole reason i'm doing this surgery.
I don't really have height dysphoria like others on here.
I just want to express my personality the way I did before. Up to the age of 15 I was the tallest from all my friends since we were 4 years old. So my personality obvious built up as the tall big guy so when everyone started outgrowing me, I started wearing lifts to keep up with them or more so (keep up with my personality). But eventually everyone passed me (i'm now 19) so I couldn't be the same person, I wasn't the person that everyone looks up to anymore physically and figuratively. So when I met my friends in person the entire dynamic would be different, i'd become the shorter guy who becomes a joker instead. But when I still talk online with my friends who I haven't seen for years, they still talk to as if they look up to me etc so yeah that's the difference. Instead of changing my personality and accepting that I have to be the small guy who clowns around, I'd rather just go back to being the tall guy who everyone respects.
simply; If I was short my entire life then i'm 100% sure i'd be fine with being short but because I was the tallest person for 15 years of my life, especially as my personality and character was being built, I can't accept it. Especially the fact that for 15 years whenever I met cousins and other family members they'd start with 'wow you've grown so much' to now being 'oh you're small for your age'.
Quote from: GrowTow on May 06, 2019, 01:24:41 PMThis is the whole reason i'm doing this surgery.
I don't really have height dysphoria like others on here.
I just want to express my personality the way I did before. Up to the age of 15 I was the tallest from all my friends since we were 4 years old. So my personality obvious built up as the tall big guy so when everyone started outgrowing me, I started wearing lifts to keep up with them or more so (keep up with my personality). But eventually everyone passed me (i'm now 19) so I couldn't be the same person, I wasn't the person that everyone looks up to anymore physically and figuratively. So when I met my friends in person the entire dynamic would be different, i'd become the shorter guy who becomes a joker instead. But when I still talk online with my friends who I haven't seen for years, they still talk to as if they look up to me etc so yeah that's the difference. Instead of changing my personality and accepting that I have to be the small guy who clowns around, I'd rather just go back to being the tall guy who everyone respects.
simply; If I was short my entire life then i'm 100% sure i'd be fine with being short but because I was the tallest person for 15 years of my life, especially as my personality and character was being built, I can't accept it. Especially the fact that for 15 years whenever I met cousins and other family members they'd start with 'wow you've grown so much' to now being 'oh you're small for your age'.
LMAO Seems like every LLers have a taller younger brother 
Has your short stature made you who you are?
fk yea. You know i used to be that guy who tried to ignore it, run from it, and even hide the fact that I was short. To no avail, my life still remained shxty, the same personality, abilities, talents I possessed was acknowledged and rewarded for in someone else who was taller than me. Ultimately I gave up, stopped trying as hard because I knew it was bull . I used to be that guy who always acted like they knew everything and tried hard at everything they did, but now I don't anymore because people would just look at me and assume I was some shorty with serious Napoleon complex. If some 6'0 guy did the things I did people would parade him around wanting to be his friend and girls would flock to him like no tomorrow. But all I get is "you're such a nice person for doing blah blah", like tf? all I get is pat on a back and I'm still miserable. So I said fk it, I stopped being charitable and did things that purely make me happy. Why give back to the community if in my community males like me that are short don't even have a SHOT at happiness. fk the community, I'm just going to keep my stuff for myself and use my resources to pay for stuff that make me happy.
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