Leechlet Internal Femur 2014 Dr Guichet

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A wimp ? ha ha, man just go for it, now you have to do your best so that you have no regrets !

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Quote from: leechlet on January 19, 2014, 07:01:23 PMHey guys I just had Dr. Guichet capture a very important video telling me that I am a wimp having this is probably one of most important videos I make because I think that my fears are holding me back from success and Limb lengthening

Here it is, good video. You are in safe hands with Dr Guichet.

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Yeah i think he is giving you really nice advices.
It wont be easy to do it but you HAVE to do it.

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Hi thank you guys for the kind replies

But the truth is this limb lengthening is so hard

Had I known how hard it was I don't think I would've came here

Dr. G pushes me way too hard. I just want to go home. I just want to wake up and realize that this is all just a bad dream. this lengthening is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life by far. Getting good grades or facing rejections are child's play compared to this. The truth is you gain confidence by Limb lengthening not because you're taller but because your face a real difficulty so much worse than being short. I am beginning to think that a lot of my problems before were Merely in my mind. I had the luxury to hate my height while not having to face any other real problems. The truth is I didn't have much real problems before and aside from a few rejections I've gotten pretty much everything I've always wanted

Now I can see that my parents alright. I guess that's life. You got to follow your heart and make mistakes from the heart by the heart and for the heart. That's the only way we can really grow. If I have to tell my six-year-old self all the wisdom that I've cumulated in the last decade and half surely that leechlet will not understand what I have to say

Limb lengthening is what I needed to realize what I had in life all along. I think that's what we all want at the end of the day. We just want to be happy with ourselves. I made a $96,000 all in that and lost for the most part. Let me tell you at the age of 22 that's a very humbling experience. I lost not in the sense that Limb lengthening isn't real but rather in the sense that my goals were not optimal. I let a few insignificant rejections distort what really matter to life

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Hi leechlet,

I have been following your video diary for some time.
And by seeing the videos of the last days I feel obligated to give you some support.
I'm just a wanna be limblengthener, so I cannot imagine the pain you are going through o but i just want you to remember what some experienced guy said once here or in the old forum, it was something like: "the pain you feel right know will go away but every inch that o get will last till the rest of your life"!

Stay strong! 

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You know what? we don't care, you seem to talk alot leechlet and i love you but please be a f*kin man and finish this. I would literally kill to be in your position right now and you are throwing it away for some pain. But i noticed you have that intellectual personality who is more analytical in their behaviour than actuall physical. So they cry like little bishes when it gets pushy.

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Hi, i think what you are saying is the truth BUT what is also true is that NOW you have no choice, your best choice is to do your BEST, so STOP thinking and ACT.
Now that you have chosen to lengthen, just freaking DO IT.

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It's good that you're making important realizations about what you didn't appreciate in your life. I think we all do that at some points, and especially when in really difficult situations like yours. Fear often does that. But it also makes you forget about your initial motivations a little because you're so far removed from the mental state you've been in before. In the end it's up to you to get taller, and while I'm sure it hurts way more than any rejection or how fixing all your mental self-confidence issues would, remember that there is a reason for your wish for more height that kind of goes beyond your psychology. Confident and mentally healthy people of all heights with no height neurosis succeed in life, but height discrimination is still a thing that's separate from any short person's attitude or subjective psychology. A life being taller is on average an easier life and it can make it easier to fulfill the rest of your dreams even though it's because of human nature's shallowness. Watch some of your old pre-LL videos for motivation! What I'm saying is, don't lose sight of the goal and don't give up unless you're REALLY forced to (complications, etc). Get some of your parents' money's worth, even if you end up lengthening less than you originally planned, either due to choice or your body refusing it. Even two inches is a good, normal and reasonable gain. Not to mention safe. This is your (most likely) once in a lifetime chance to get permanently taller, not many people get that opportunity, or even know that it's possible. If you should give up too early, maybe you'll regret that even more when you go back to your life. Even if you were to give up now, it would be quite a long road back to recovery, so keep on fighting and make this soon to be long gone part of your life count as the unique life-lasting investment it could turn out to be! This is your full time job now. There's a very good chance you're out of it and walking unaided and taller before the summer.

Do you accept Bitcoins? I'd like to buy you a pizza (you're in Italy after all) as a token of my appreciation for your videos and general effort but also because I sympathize, you deserve it. If they won't deliver to your door, your caretaker can ... well, take care of it, and fetch one for you. PM me if it sounds interesting.

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Hi guys,

Thanks for all the honest suggestions. You are absolutely right. I realized tonight that Dr Guichet was completely right. My fear was holding me back a lot. I was afraid of too many "what ifs". I wanted to stay in the hospital, specifically on the bed getting served because I was afraid of the uncertainty of living at home.

BUT... After I mustered the courage to get out of the hospital, everything from pain to fear decreased. For the first time, I was actually able to do all my exercises and my clicking for both legs were less than 10 min for 14 clicks total.

I guess Dr Guichet saw right through me. Wilbert told me that other patients often have heavy bruising on their legs as well as leg flexibility. However, my results were perfectly fine, no bruising or anything. I was just scared out of my mind. Furthermore, the nurses at the hospital who responded to my whining and crying and tantrums made me fell better temporarily, but also positively reinforced my weak psychological state.

After I got discharged from the hospital and realized that I could walk on my own with the walker, I was like "wtf, was this rlly what I was so scared of all this time?"

Now I am able to get up and sit down on my own and actually do the exercises without pretty much any pain. I am still amazed at how powerful my mind was. When I was at home and there wasn't a group of ppl babysitting me, I suddenly just shut the hell up for a minute and realized that I could actually do all that Dr Guichet said I could do.

Here are some vids to capture these progressive steps:









Okay, I am going to bed now. Will reply to more specific points tomorrow morning after clicking. But I am still amazed at how trapped I was in a psychological prison. I literally felt horrible pain and severe lack of mobility simply bc I thought I was suppose to be like that after two broken legs. Seriously, talk about placebo affect.

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Hi old forum PartyLeaks

Thanks for the pizza but it's okay! I have enough food in my apartment to survive a nuclear winter because I was afraid that my helper would flake on me. I can be pretty paranoid when I was stressed, as was evident in my previous posts. That's one of my signs under stress, but sometimes I can't pick up the tells in the moment.

Anyways, if you are in Italy and close to Milan, you are welcome to swing by sometimes for lunch or dinner. Dr Guichet suggested that I stop camping on Facebook all day and start going out to meet ppl. That's why he is inviting me to a fancy lunch next week. Ya, he's a pretty cool guy alright. But he's also right that when I experience pain, I just cry to the nurses and complain to my friends back home for temporary validation. That's why I missed my clicks. I was too busy trying to convince ppl who hard LLing was. Well, LLing is hard, but I think my paranoia blown it totally out of proportion. If you listen to my vids on 1/18/2014 I asked multiple times if I was going to die, and if anyone ever died from LLing. Whenever I stand up, I would hyperventilate and sweat and pass out. But today when I started to claim down because there was no body around to hear my complaints, I breathed slower and realized that I actually wasn't in that much pain at all. And that I could walk and click and do everything. The clicking actually doesn't hurt at all, and the screaming, sissy talk, and FB complaints that follow each clicking session is totally unnecessary and unproductive.

What a crazy weekend for me, huh?