Posted on Nov 5, 2018, 5:11 pm
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Parents were supposed to be wise and make the best decisions for us. I was only a kid/teenager and has no idea how the world works. I mean how the fuk could they put much efforts in forcing me to get tortured in school but not give a fuk about me not growing properly let alone doing something about it.
Sometimes I feel like a coward who puts all the blame on my parents. I also didn't give a fuk about my height. I wasn't always this ambitious. I had a whole different issue back then. I lived a single day just to survive. I didn't even know that premarital sex was a thing. More importantly, I never even once thought that I was gonna end up this height. I just didn't think it's even a possibility.
I still can't believe how much my life is ruined by the height I wasn't supposed to be. Even with the surgery later, does not mean my life is not ruined. The cost is losing a considerable amount of athletic functions, assuming it goes well.
Sometimes I feel like a coward who puts all the blame on my parents. I also didn't give a fuk about my height. I wasn't always this ambitious. I had a whole different issue back then. I lived a single day just to survive. I didn't even know that premarital sex was a thing. More importantly, I never even once thought that I was gonna end up this height. I just didn't think it's even a possibility.
I still can't believe how much my life is ruined by the height I wasn't supposed to be. Even with the surgery later, does not mean my life is not ruined. The cost is losing a considerable amount of athletic functions, assuming it goes well.