I'm contemplating commititng suicide

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Quote from: 0184946 on December 27, 2016, 09:46:50 PMNo doubt 5'7 isnt a bad height at all brother its just imagine if brad pitt or ryan gosling were 5'7. society would look at them differently and they wouldnt be as manly or whatever. I've seen very handsome guys rock that height. the guy that won most attractive when i was in high school was around 5'5. i say that because i remember being almost to his shoulder. i just feel its not a good enough height and the way women see it anything under 6'0 is manlet size.

Brad is 5'10-5'11. No need to be 6'

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Quote from: 0184946 on December 27, 2016, 09:46:50 PMNo doubt 5'7 isnt a bad height at all brother its just imagine if brad pitt or ryan gosling were 5'7. society would look at them differently and they wouldnt be as manly or whatever. I've seen very handsome guys rock that height. the guy that won most attractive when i was in high school was around 5'5. i say that because i remember being almost to his shoulder. i just feel its not a good enough height and the way women see it anything under 6'0 is manlet size.

Tom Cruise.. Zac Efron... Bieber... RDJ... There's plenty of dudes who are 5'7 and killing it. But anything under 5'6 is an absolute death sentence. The reason 5'7-5'8 work so well is that at least you're taller than the average girl.

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Quote from: CaptainAmerica on December 27, 2016, 09:32:58 PMI don't plan on going to anyone other than Paley honestly. Just save up and get your flexibility & posture up in the mean time. You'll get there eventually.

saving up for paley were my initial plans but i made calculations and wouldnt be reaching his budget anytime soon. my highest education level is a diploma so i have a minimum wage job at wendys and i make about 260 a week. to get a job that would even be worthy to consider saving up i would have to have a job that gives 60k a year atleast so i would have to go to college lets just say 3 years minimum.thats 3 years of being consistently emasculinized since the average college guy is 5'7 and up. you guys get my point. im only 19 and live with my mother who makes 75k a year (rn nurse) shes agreed to lending me 10k if i ever decide to go with it but im having trouble finding a surgeon that is inexpensive yet not a butcher. i would rather go with dr paley who has been taught by the man himself ilizarov but its just seems so far away. apologies if i come off as pessimistic im normally not like this. i dont have a problem with not being able to run as i was never a very athletic guy to begin with, and i dont mind having to walk with crutches for awhile either. in total i would have to reserve 200k for dr paley plus arm lengthening if i recall correctly its 65k internally lets just say 265k just to put height dysphoria to an end. if it was for me, id be all for it but i dont see myself making that much money.

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Quote from: CaptainAmerica on December 27, 2016, 09:50:40 PM But anything under 5'6 is an absolute death sentence.

this line made me bust out laughing lmao

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Since you have a supporting mom. Speak with her about your pain... Appriciate the fact that your family supports you. I had to pass through hell for an entire year to garner some support and understanding

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Quote from: CaptainAmerica on December 27, 2016, 09:25:14 PMYou can do 15cm to get up to 5'8 but you won't be able to run anymore and you may spend 50+ in a walker. Do arm lengthening and you will look 100% fine (just wear baggy tees). Apo did ~15+ ish (plus arm lengthening) and here's what he looks like:

He went from 5'5 to 6' I believe?

You can probably correct posture (or hit up A-Grow-Bics in Britain) + take glucosamine to get an inch out of torso.

Now wear some sneakers and you're 5'10.

Obviously this isn't optimal but it's a lot better than being dead.

by the looks of it, his humerus is longer so he probably lengthened that and was probably a 5'7 fella, he looks great.

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Quote from: TIBIKE200 on December 27, 2016, 10:13:36 PMSince you have a supporting mom. Speak with her about your pain... Appriciate the fact that your family supports you. I had to pass through hell for an entire year to garner some support and understanding

im completely grateful for her but id feel like a leech if she did lend me 10k for the procedure. im sorry to hear that brother, i read up on ur posts all the time.

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If you feel down and you want to talk about suicide then pm me.

And ehh guys please... don't take apo as an example.

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Quote from: 0184946 on December 27, 2016, 10:19:01 PM
im completely grateful for her but id feel like a leech if she did lend me 10k for the procedure. im sorry to hear that brother, i read up on ur posts all the time.

You're still young, I'm about to turn 19 soon too. Over the past few years I've tried a few things to make money knowing that I'll pretty much need LL to live a normal life.

Look into BlackHatWorld, apps, YouTube, web, etc... I make really good money with passive income from AdMob. DoingItForMe is another member here who did the same.

In a way, I'm kind of glad I'm a bit short. Because if I wasn't I don't think I would've been forced to get rich lol.

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Apo an example?? Sure......I am batman.