I'm contemplating commititng suicide

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You're 19. Go to college, get a high paying job, and have surgery with the doctor of your choice when you're in your mid to late 20's.
Either this or take a gamble with India(Parihar seems good) or Russia in a couple of years but be sure to read the diaries beforehand.
In the meantime, don't buy into the HGH solution, average male height of 6'0, or any of the other delusions floating around on this forum. Stay strong bud.

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bro..

We all understand your feeling.
But take a moment and think things through okay?

5'3 to 5'7 is a major breakthrough , but even if you make it to 5'6, Trust me.. your whole world will change.
Don't be greedy for more height.. but instead, acknowledge the fact that "atleast" you got taller.
It is literally better than nothing.

Take safety as a massive priority bro.. Do internal femurs, as far as i know, they are the safest spot for the most increase.
If you can, endure and afford a second surgery, go for the tibia's aswell but my dude.. think things through and don't let your negative side get the best of you.

My Therapist told me that i'm obsessing over my height, and it is genuinely something i can not control
and it's probably something with you too.

if you compare yourself to others daily, fantasize about a better life where you're taller, you are indeed in an obsession, leading to your depression

so my advice to you,
Relax, plan.. make a decision, and then work hard for it. Be patient, stop thinking about it. and eventually you'll undergo it with Dr.Paley

smile dude, it's okay

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And if you feel scared so much  of going to college with  others then just go to a online school.

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Quote from: bander72 on December 28, 2016, 03:10:46 PMAnd if you feel scared so much  of going to college with  others then just go to a online school.

No. I can't speak on what OP is planning on doing, whether he goes to school or not. But, having gone to the school I went too, one of the most diverse in the nation, that basically killed my height "neurosis." Seeing all these people of all shapes and sizes was probably the best thing to ever happen to me.

Also lets face it, real schools are vastly more prestigious than online ones. So, that will be more income later on.

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There are always better options than ending your life:

LONG TERM:
-CLL
-Moving to another country where people are shorter such as Romania or any Asian country

SHORT TERM
-Improving other aspects of your life and health
-Psychologist / psych meds

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Damn, is not easy being 5 2", If I were you I would go for 2 surgeries and study at home. I wanted to study at home but my reason is not very justificated, are  other kind of psychological issues. Stay strong dude.

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Isolating yourself from people will make things only worse.

Quote from: MoveUp on January 05, 2017, 12:54:06 PMThere are always better options than ending your life:

LONG TERM:
-CLL
-Moving to another country where people are shorter such as Romania or any Asian country

SHORT TERM
-Improving other aspects of your life and health
-Psychologist / psych meds

Your signature is such a cancer.

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Quote from: YourSpaceBoyfriend on January 05, 2017, 08:11:52 PMIsolating yourself from people will make things only worse.

Your signature is such a cancer.

agreed..

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Ok, I'll change it, didn't mean to insult anyone

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Quote from: MoveUp on January 05, 2017, 09:13:56 PMOk, I'll change it, didn't mean to insult anyone

You didn't insult anybody, it's just another "hurr durr i'm 5'9 life is crap but 3cms more and i get all the pu$$y".