I'm contemplating commititng suicide

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Quote from: CaptainAmerica on December 27, 2016, 10:34:32 PMYou're still young, I'm about to turn 19 soon too. Over the past few years I've tried a few things to make money knowing that I'll pretty much need LL to live a normal life.

Look into BlackHatWorld, apps, YouTube, web, etc... I make really good money with passive income from AdMob. DoingItForMe is another member here who did the same.

In a way, I'm kind of glad I'm a bit short. Because if I wasn't I don't think I would've been forced to get rich lol.

y'know something i been looking into recently is live streaming websites (twitch,live.me) regular people get paid to video tape their life live. this one guy got 75k a year i believe. i tried monetizing adsense on my blogspot but unfortunately i didnt get much views

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Dont ever consider suicide for this bro. Your 5'2 at 19. Take a x ray of your growth plates to see if they are sealed. After 18 yrs old ive grown 3.5 inches. Still growing and almost 20. I did start puberty late though. Around 15/16. I was 5'4 at 18 and my height was not changing till i made my diet alot better. Basically by just leading a healthy lifestyle. Now i will be starting a cycle with hgh soon, looking to top out at 5'10 by the time im 21. If your 5'2 right now with sealed growth plates, you can easily get to 5'7-5'8 imo with LL. Trust me man once you get to 5'8 and over, you'll be good to go. I would tell you to commit suicide if LL didnt exist. But it does bro. Be patient and wait till you get the money then do LL. There is always a way man. I know how you feel because i was always under 5'4 throughout most of my teens. Its real  ty but you gotta pull through and be optimistic.

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Ok let's say you're like 159-160... that's basically like 10-11 CM needed to be 5'7. Even though I may only be like 4 CM taller than you, going from our heights to 5'7 is another world. Don't ever discredit that. Hell 1 single inch in gain from anything below 5'7 is a world of change.

So with that in mind, yes you would have to do a lot to get to 5'7, or at worst 5'6.5 (but even then some nice shoes can easily put you at 5'7.5), and in all honesty your best bet would be like quadrilateral. And that will be hard no doubt. Even for me it will, but with deteminaton you can get there. However, if you'd rather not wait that much you could do one segment first with another doctor and then go from there.

Read Penguins and Iamready's diaries.

Last piece of advice, don't take anything you see on the internet so seriously man. Even here to a certain degree when we talk about ideal height this and ideal height that. Understand we are all mentally disturbed in some fashion. Even here my best advice is to just read the diaries and nothing else.

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Please talk to a psychologist if you feel that bad about your height. I'm serious with this, it will help you. Tell your parents you need psychological help right away.

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Quote from: 0184946 on December 27, 2016, 09:18:39 PMHello all, im crying as i type this and recently contemplated committing suicide because the body dysphoria is just getting severe and severe. im 5'2 and a half, 5'3 on a good day and recently been taking in as much information about LL as I can but unfortunately even if i go through LL id still be short (5'5) i just feel Id rather be dead than to be a walking embarrassment of myself. im not a ugly guy neither, not to be conceited but i think i have a handsome face. it just looks odd in my short small frame. my dream height is 6'0 but that is impossible. first of all, id look like a t-rex and the tallest i could be without risking ability to walk is 5'7 and even that is a bit overboard but i wouldnt let no other surgeon other than dr.paley make me that tall but thats a pipe dream because his way too expensive. i dont know what to do. if im not going to be atleast 5'10 i cant live with myself. i feel emasculated everyday. literally the size of a average 3rd grader

Okay, listen up: I'm the same height as you are (161cm/5'28) and I once committed suicide but was too stupid to do it right and they found me before I ended up with brain damage.
Some time later, I found out about LL and it has become the solution to my life issues. In contrast to you, I'm not crying as I type, but I'm sitting here waiting for my clinic to schedule my first of two surgeries and I'm quite in shock that someone is thinking about doing the same mistake that I did. There is always a way out, there is always hope! Okay? Do not let the daily exclusion or discrimination bring you down. My proportions are not very LL friendly to begin with, but even I can and will become 5'6 without looking odd. Maybe your proportion are better and you can pull off even more.
I know, 5'6 is not 5'10, but you really only need to reach 170cm/5'6 to get out of the "too short area". This is the breaking point for easier dates and more respect from other men.
LL can be cheap. Go to Russia or India (like I do). I'm a graduate student at university and even I could raise the money for it.

Do NOT kill yourself - break your legs and start a new life!



Edit: How old are you? Maybe HGH could help you and you won't need any surgery at all!
Edit2: You're only 19 - perfect 

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Quote from: Chris on December 27, 2016, 11:38:16 PMOkay, listen up: I'm the same height as you are (161cm/5'28) and I once committed suicide but was too stupid to do it right and they found me before I ended up with brain damage.

attempted*

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Quote from: YourSpaceBoyfriend on December 27, 2016, 11:50:17 PMattempted*

Haha, obviously 

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Listen brother.

3 inches on femurs = 5'6
2.5 inches on tibias = 5'8.5

Some nice 2.5 inch chamaripa elevator shoes = 5'11

You got this man.

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I believe Apo did closer to 20 cm, which is insane. I think he started out at 5'6 and ended up 6'3 or something? I personally would never do that much.
You could get 2 LLs and be a good 5'7-5'8.5, like the guy above me said.

You should also read Pengiunn's diary if you haven't already, he started out around the same height as you  and is close to you age, and is doing well.

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First thing above all else you need to go see a therapist. Relieving some of your mental pain will do you a world of good. Considering your financial situation you should look into cheaper doctors. Watch closely at Chris journey to see if the spinal Institute in india could be a good place for you. You could also go to parihar who would be more expensive but arguably be the best doctor in India. And also consider something that's better than suicide and that is moving to another country. If you move to China or India then at 5 5 you will feel avarage.