Quote from: MissLuna on December 07, 2018, 05:07:38 PMThank you for good will, but I often come to that place where I see no point of trying. Full of frustration, very angry.
Hey, may I ask how old you are?
I am 22 years old.
There are days when it is too much. So I posted to get a bit off my shoulders, I hear voices in my head/ people from the past/My family on a constant repeat that point out my height. I noticed that taller women are mostly admired or just unique, and I look like anyone else, yet my height and look in overall are commented in negative way and it stuck in my mind. Frustration that comes with it is horrific.
Quote from: MissLuna on December 07, 2018, 11:38:28 AMI allow myself to post this here, I can't find more appropriate place for this.
My height dysmorphia takes control over my life. I can't sleep at night, I can't think about anything else.
The injustice and lack of support does not help. When I see taller woman than me, my soul leaves the body and I get avalanche of suicidal thoughts. I can't see the light and I can't see the end of this suffering...
First of all, yes, it is true that tall, slender girls are attractive and clothes look better on them. As a guy, I love tall girls, they are gracious.
Secondly, "modelling" is a vain, stupid dream. Everyone would want to be paid for breathing and looking pretty, because it is the biggest compliment you get. Paid for genetics, paid for looking good, paid for being there.
BUT
Not everyone gets to win genetic lottery. Without losers there cannot be winners. I would like to be a male pornstar as well, but I don't have the big schlong and typical masculine George Cena face that is mandatory for porn these days.
I would love to be a movie actor, but I don't have the bone structure that would look good on TV.
I accept this. You should, too.
Accept that you aren't perfect and there are better looking girls out there who will look better as models.
If you cannot be the prettiest you can dedicate your life to something else. Like most people do, because most people cannot be models.
So think about that. Maybe streaming on twitch?
Also, imagine how it would feel to go through pain of leg lengthening only not to be accepted as model due to your frame or face not being good looking enough. It's not just height, you need the whole package.
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