Posted on Nov 27, 2017, 7:01 am
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Hello all. I arrived in Vietnam about a week ago and have been traveling the country and enjoying the last few days with full use of my legs. I've been here several times and am comfortable with this country. My surgery is scheduled for Tuesday the 28th of November - tomorrow. To be honest, I'm very afraid. I am an athletic person and would like to maintain as much of that as possible. I'm concerned that I'm essentially paying to cripple myself and that my height dysphoria will just be replaced with a funny walk and significanty reduced abilities, which would be even worse. However, I know this height dysphoria is not going to go away anytime soon, if ever. I'm doing quadrilaterals and have essentially until tomorrow to choose between LON and LATN, or even fully external for tibias. I'm thinking about going LATN, because that will give me more time to choose if I want to go fully external for tibia. The knee pain thing is a huge deal to me. However, I would like the frames off by the time fall semester starts in September. I'm okay with a rod in my femur, as it will not be going in through the knee. I realize this is a rambling post, but my surgery is tomorrow, and I have a million questions about the future. No matter what I choose and what happens, tomorrow my life changes permanently. Even if I completely chicken out, it changes. Anyone can feel free to ask me any questions they want. I'm wondering about the nail the doctor uses. It is called the SIGN nail, however I couldn't find out too much information about it except from their own website, and one post about it on this forum. I'm also uncertain as to how much I will lengthen. I realize I should have done this much sooner, but I'm going to measure my bones and everything probably tonight. I might even post pictures of my current proportions. If it doesn't already exist, we should create a post on how to accurately measure proportions and bone length, so that everyone is doing it the same way. I'm currently about 5'8", or 174 cm. I would like to increase by about 6cm per segment. However, I would like to figure out the exact amount to lengthen by so that I keep the exact same ratio between my femur and tibia that I have now. I believe that if I keep the biomechanical ratio the same, relearning how to walk will be less difficult. 6.5 cm is the max I will go on any segment, but I am fairly determined to get to 182 cm or more, or else this journey won't be worth the effort.
Sorry for the rambling post. This is essentially word vomit due to my worries.
TLDR:
Quadrilateral surgery tomorrow, starting with tibia, then femur once tibia lengthening finished.
Havent decided between LATN, LON, or external only for tibia. Femur will likely be LON.
Haven't figured out exact lengthening amount.
Sorry for the rambling post. This is essentially word vomit due to my worries.
TLDR:
Quadrilateral surgery tomorrow, starting with tibia, then femur once tibia lengthening finished.
Havent decided between LATN, LON, or external only for tibia. Femur will likely be LON.
Haven't figured out exact lengthening amount.