That's the rational, realistic side of your brain trying to break through those dreamlike visions of an ideal future self that the desperate, naive pre-surgery person has
LISTEN TO IT AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE
Quote from: theophilo on July 19, 2017, 09:02:42 AMand also the fear to be disproportionnal
when I'm looking at 7,5 cm (max safe amount for tibias) it seems ok, but on a human ?
that would make me be 179-180 and it's still consider as short by many people (I know it is not, but still)
7.5 cm tibia is too much, its not safe at all. tibia by itself more complex than femur, just to put u in image
Quote from: theophilo on July 19, 2017, 04:10:10 PMIt's just I don't know if I'm ready to wait all that time to collect money for Italy, everyday it's worse
but it's another topic
If I was 173cm like you, I wouldn't even think about collecting money 
That being said, I'm only one inch taller now, going from 161cm to 163,5cm.
At first, I was euphoric and even defended the doctors who f*cked up my surgery.
Then reality caught me again and I noticed that nothing really changed in my life except for that now everyone knows about my height issues, because I underwent this unsuccessful procedure quite openly.
I'm disappointed and sometimes even frustrated, because I endured and suffered a lot, spent a lot of money (from the perspective of a poor university student) on a cheap team of surgeons and I still don't have what I desire the most: peace in my mind. I think it doesn't matter whether we are 160, 170 or even 180, this is what it feels like after LL if you don't get what you have expected.
The only bright side for me, I'm the same height as the short girls now, which suddenly works wonders 
But I doubt that any other taller person would at least have something like this as a solatium.
Think thoroughly about what you REALLY can expect to change after your height gain. This is the only way to not be disappointing after LL.
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